Padahal baru kelas 2 SMA tapi dah banyak yg dy derita, dari Paru-basah, Jantung, Asam Urat.. Komplikasi..

Opname di RS Margono aja dah pe 3x terakhir ninggal di RS Nirmala..

Yah.. Smua udah terjadi, g ada yg bsa ngubah smua yang dgariskan oleh Nya..

Good Bye Brother.. moga lu dapet tmpat terindah disis Nya.. Amin..

Tapi.. moga aja itu g terjadi.. doakan saya…

Moga besok bisa nambah lagi.. jadi no 1.. selalu.

Mulai gerakan ini.. kucoba untuk bangkit, posting lagi.. moga aja tetep semangat kek dulu.. rame dengan posting2, dari yang kubaca, kurasakan, dan kulakukan..

semangat..

• Ujian Toeic : Ujian sertifikasi bahasa inggris (200 soal = listening + reading ). Ujian ngulang alias remidi ini yg paling bikin bete… coz dah malemna g smpet bwt blajar.. dapet posisi duduk yg g oke bis itu d waktu ujian g bsa konsentrasi gara2 d gangguin ama cecunguk2(sory pren )pdhl ujian ni butuh tinggkat konsentrasi tinggi, coz kalo g gtu bkalan gatot dan hari ini jelas sekali ak gatot. Masa mo ngulang lagi???busyet dah…..
• Pulang dari ujian.. pinginnya langsung pulang kerumah bwt makan, tidur, sholat.. begh.. ternyata g seindah harapanku… pulang musti ngerjain tugas bwt besok senen.. (mumet lagi mumet lagi coz bkn karna soalna tapi karna software yg diminta g sesuai ma dosen yg minta, gmana dong…) dan ad cecunguk yg dengan gampangnya bilang “…aku garapna, ngesuk aku arep mangkat awan…” begh.. padahal ak aj lom ngerjain.. bodooooo….
• pulang dari rumah jam3 kurang langsung mandi doang, trus brkt lagi kj mpe ak nulis postingan ini, untung ad sohib gue yg baek mo nganterin ( heheh thx bro min , u are my best friend la..) mo pulang capek bgt, pdhl besok musti dah d kmpus jam7 bwt kul mpe jam19.30(gile g tuh.. )

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Kekecewaan saya semakin bertambah, seorang pria yang bahkan tidak
dapat mengekspresikan perasaannya, apalagi yang bisa saya harapkan
darinya?
Dan akhirnya suami saya bertanya, “Apa yang dapat saya lakukan untuk merubah pikiran kamu?”
Saya menatap matanya dalam-dalam dan menjawab dengan pelan,”Saya
punya pertanyaan, jika kau dapat menemukan jawabannya di dalam
perasaan saya, saya akan merubah pikiran saya :
“Seandainya, saya menyukai setangkai bunga indah yg ada di tebing gunung.
Kita berdua tahu jika kamu memanjat gunung itu, kamu akan mati.
Apakah kamu akan memetik bunga itu untuk saya?”
Dia termenung dan akhirnya berkata, “Saya akan memberikan jawabannya besok.”
Perasaan saya langsung gundah mendengar responnya.

Keesokan paginya, dia tidak ada di rumah, dan saya menemukan
selembar kertas dengan oret-oretan tangannya dibawah sebuah gelas
yang berisi susu hangat yang bertuliskan ……
“Sayang, saya tidak akan mengambil bunga itu untukmu, tetapi
ijinkan saya untuk menjelaskan alasannya.”

Kalimat pertama ini menghancurkan perasaan saya.
Saya melanjutkan untuk membacanya.
“Kamu selalu pegal-pegal pada waktu ‘teman baik kamu’ datang setiap bulannya, dan saya harus memberikan tangan saya untuk memijat kaki kamu yang pegal.”
“Kamu senang diam di rumah, dan saya selalu kuatir kamu akan menjadi ‘aneh’.
Saya harus membelikan sesuatu yang dapat menghibur kamu di rumah
atau meminjamkan lidah saya untuk menceritakan hal-hal lucu yang saya alami.”
“Kamu selalu terlalu dekat menonton televisi, terlalu dekat membaca buku, dan itu tidak baik untuk kesehatan mata kamu. Saya harus menjaga mata saya agar ketika kita tua nanti, saya masih dapat menolong mengguntingkan kuku kamu dan mencabuti uban kamu.”
“Tangan saya akan memegang tangan kamu, membimbing kamu menelusuri pantai, menikmati matahari pagi dan pasir yang indah. Menceritakan warna-warna bunga yang bersinar dan indah seperti cantiknya wajah kamu.”
“Tetapi Sayang, saya tidak akan mengambil bunga indah yang ada di
tebing gunung itu hanya untuk mati. Karena, saya tidak sanggup melihat air mata kamu mengalir.
“Sayang, saya tahu, ada banyak orang yang bisa mencintai kamu lebih dari saya mencintai kamu. Untuk itu Sayang, jika semua yang telah diberikan tangan saya, kaki saya, mata saya tidak cukup buat kamu, saya tidak bisa menahan kamu untuk mencari tangan, kaki, dan mata lain yang dapat membahagiakan kamu.”
Air mata saya jatuh ke atas tulisannya dan membuat tintanya menjadi kabur, tetapi saya tetap berusaha untuk terus membacanya.
“Dan sekarang, Sayang, kamu telah selesai membaca jawaban saya.

Jika kamu puas dengan semua jawaban ini, dan tetap menginginkan saya untuk tinggal di rumah ini, tolong bukakan pintu rumah kita, saya sekarang sedang berdiri di sana menunggu jawaban kamu.”
“Jika kamu tidak puas dengan jawaban saya ini, Sayang, biarkan saya masuk untuk membereskan barang-barang saya, dan saya tidak akan
mempersulit hidup kamu. Percayalah, bahagia saya adalah bila kamu
bahagia.”
Saya segera berlari membuka pintu dan melihatnya berdiri di depan pintu dengan wajah penasaran sambil tangannya memegang susu dan roti kesukaan saya.

Oh, kini saya tahu, tidak ada orang yang pernah mencintai saya lebih dari dia mencintai saya.
Itulah cinta, di saat kita merasa cinta itu telah berangsur-angsurhilang dari perasaan kita, karena kita merasa dia tidak dapat memberikan cinta dalam wujud yang kita inginkan, maka cinta itu sesungguhnya telah hadir dalam wujud lain yang tidak pernah kita bayangkan sebelumnya.
Seringkali yang kita butuhkan adalah memahami wujud cinta dari pasangan kita, dan bukan mengharapkan wujud tertentu.
Karena cinta tidak selalu harus berwujud “bunga”. !!! ^_^

The first Linux systems were completed in 1992 by combining system utilities and libraries from the GNU project with the Linux kernel, which led to the coining of the term GNU/Linux.[2] From the late 1990s onward Linux gained the support of corporations such as IBM,[3] Sun Microsystems,[4] Hewlett-Packard,[5] and Novell.[6]

Predominantly known for its use in servers, Linux is used as an operating system for a wider variety of computer hardware than any other operating system, including desktop computers, supercomputers,[7] mainframes, and embedded devices such as cellphones. Linux is packaged for different uses in Linux distributions, which contain the kernel along with a variety of other software packages tailored to requirements.

In 1983 Richard Stallman started the GNU Project with the goal of creating a UNIX-like, POSIX-compatible operating system composed entirely of free software. Development began in 1984, and a year later he created the Free Software Foundation and wrote the first draft of the GNU General Public License (GPLv1). By the early 1990s, the project had produced or collected many necessary operating system components, including libraries, compilers, text editors, and a Unix shell, and the mid-level portions of the OS were almost complete. The upper level could be supplied by the X Window System, but the lower level which consisted of a kernel, device drivers, and daemons was still incomplete. In 1990 the GNU project began developing the Hurd kernel which was based on the Mach microkernel, but development proved difficult and proceeded slowly.[8]

Linus Torvalds, creator of the Linux kernel.

In 1991, Linus Torvalds began to work on the Linux kernel while he was attending the University of Helsinki.[9] Torvalds originally created the Linux kernel as a non-commercial replacement for the Minix kernel;[10] he later changed his original non-free license to the GPLv2, which differed primarily in that it also allowed for commercial redistribution.[11] Although dependent on the Minix userspace at first, work from both Linux kernel developers and the GNU project allowed Linux to work with GNU components. Thus Linux filled the last major gap in running a complete, fully functional free operating system.[8]

Development milestones

This foundation formed the basis for an operating system which has since been completed by the efforts of numerous members of the free and open source software community. Significant milestones include:
The launch of the KDE desktop environment by Matthias Ettrich in October 1996 followed by the comparable GNOME alternative by Miguel de Icaza in August 1997, both based on the X11 windowing system developed at MIT. GNOME and KDE were the tip of the Linux operating system iceberg that was now in direct contact with end users.
The release of the Netscape browser’s source code on March 31, 1998, which kicked off the Mozilla project that would eventually give birth to the popular Mozilla Firefox browser.

OpenOffice.org 2.0 – Writer : Word processor component of the multi-platform free software office suite.
The release of StarOffice by Sun Microsystems which in June 2000 became the base for the free software OpenOffice.org office suite, a major event in the open source office world. See also: list of free software.
The growth of commercial interest in Linux is similarly marked by notable events: the launch in February 1998 of the Open Source Initiative; the announcement in July 1998 by Oracle Corporation that it would port its well-known database software to Linux and provide support for it; the IPOs of Red Hat on November 11, 1999 and VA Linux the following month which would create a speculative bubble; the wide-scale support of technology giant IBM that would spend millions of dollars on Linux, employing in 2005 close to 300 developers of the Linux kernel, and would organize starting in 2003 the legal defense for the SCO vs. Linux controversy against the attacks of the SCO Group that claimed copyright over the Linux kernel; and finally the acquisition in October and November 2003 of Ximian and then SuSE by the American technology giant

Present day

Today Linux is used in numerous domains, from embedded systems[13] to supercomputers,[14] and has secured a place in server installations with the popular LAMP application stack.[15] Torvalds continues to direct the development of the kernel. Stallman heads the Free Software Foundation, which in turn develops the GNU components. Finally, individuals and corporations develop third-party non-GNU components. These third-party components comprise a vast body of work and may include both kernel modules and user-land applications and libraries. Linux vendors combine and distribute the kernel, GNU components, and non-GNU components with additional package management software in the form of Linux distributions.

Adoption
Main article: Linux adoption

Many quantitative studies of open source software focus on topics including market share and reliability, with many studies specifically examining Linux.[16] The Linux market is rapidly growing and the revenue of servers, desktops, and packaged software running Linux is expected to exceed $35.7 billion by 2008.[17] The actual installed user base may be higher than indicated by this figure, as most Linux distributions and applications are freely available and redistributable.

Desktop adoption is weaker than server adoption, with diverse calculations generally figuring between 0.3% and 3% as a function of the sample set and calculation methods used.[citation needed] According to the market research company IDC, 25% of servers and 2.8% of desktop computers ran Linux as of 2004.[18] The estimation of these numbers is driven by website traffic analysis, which may be complicated by two factors. First, a number of web browsers can modify their identity either by default or at the request of the user, through exploitation of the user agent string, so as not to be blocked by websites that refuse to interact with browsers other than Internet Explorer running under Microsoft Windows. Second, a Linux system may be configured not to communicate this information for privacy and security reasons.

Linux Online alleges that people regard Linux as suitable mostly for computer experts because mainstream computer magazine reporters cannot explain what Linux is in a meaningful way, as they lack real life experience using it.[19] Furthermore, the frictional cost of switching operating systems and lack of support for certain hardware and application programs designed for Microsoft Windows have been two factors that have inhibited adoption. However, as of early 2007, significant progress in hardware compatibility has been made, and it is becoming increasingly common for hardware to work “out of the box” with many Linux distributions. Proponents and analysts attribute the relative success of Linux to its security, reliability,[20] low cost, and freedom from vendor lock-in.[21]